Uno

今天是元宵节, 该团圆的要团圆, 不能团圆的也要快乐

现在很多人都说汤圆了, 元宵, 怕已经是很多前的事情了吧

袁世凯刚刚做皇帝的时候, 一听到元宵(袁消)就很不爽, 于是改名叫汤圆

真行, 一个人把中国的传统都改了

平民中能够做到的这种境界的, 恐怕也就只有鲁周树人迅了吧

仍然记得中学时候有一篇故乡

明明是獾, 鲁迅偏偏说是猹

更加扯淡的是, 权威机构商务印书馆出版的权威书籍新华字典对于猹的解释

鲁迅笔下一种类似于獾的动物

相比起我们口语中的P人, K你等等

别人确实高级多了, 造字可以自己写出来, 还可以进字典

 

其实叫什么不是叫

就像广东的云吞, 四川的抄手, 其他地方的馄饨

都是一样的东西

我们要通假, 还要博爱

 

Dois

经过长达近半年的深思熟虑, 左顾右盼, 利弊权衡

终于回到了这个老地方

这样的决定符合绝大多数的利益及接受范围

其实自己很不想, 一点也不想

但是, 就是这样了

Zhou小姐说得对

现在, 不能只能想着自己, 自己幸不幸福不重要, 关键是周围受影响的众生要幸福

不仅仅为了自己而活, 而决定

而是为了自己的责任

意味深长

 

Three

开学了

八门课, 压力比较大, 意料之中

还好, 我仍然和熟悉的朋友在一起做Project

Ians plus Charles, 轻车熟路

 

有点儿不适应的是我还要上四门大二的课

很不习惯, 因为我坐在一个不属于我的地方

周围的人都射来各种目光, 于是我变成了神, 巨人, 怪人, 异类, 各种若干

 

其实我算是一个善于融入堆子的人了

但是, 我仍然感到一些不自在, 难道是一本通行证在做怪? 我也不知道

反而更喜欢在美国时候的毫不在乎

 

4

At the end of last year I talked to a friend in US and I really got mad after hearing something

 

It is true that you are rich, you are so-called clever; actully you are taking from your family which you have know idea about many guilty dealing hiding behind

Someone said that if I could receive the offer from Cornell, (Ela) would receive the offer from Harvard

Right now I did receive the offer from Cornell with 20Gran schoolarship,

Did you receive the offer from Harvard?

The answer should be ABSOFUCKINGLUTELY NO

Show me your ability, or just keep your fucking mouth shut up and continue your so called shity-dream in liberal arts college

Or maybe, you can just spend some money in your family to reserve a seat in Harvard in oder to exercise your stupid promise

 

It is true that you are so called experienced person; actually it also means that your are kind of old

Please, look at the mirror very carefully to decide which kind of cosmetic you are going to buy next time rather than give other some bull-shit suggestion

This is because, you are not qualified to say anything regarding to other's future

The best suggestion for you could be "Go to the Hell"

 

伍

The latest definition for domestication is to build up relationship

what a lovely word, relationship

I believe that domestication is a two-way activity

We try to domesticate someone we would like to, meanwhile we are being domestiated by the one we are domesticating with

Finally, we build up relationship with each other and could never stay alone anymore

People lose independence while taking care of others

Day after day, we find that we could not leave each other, so the only solution could be:

If it is meant to be, then let it be (Thx this sentence from JS)

It is for sure that there will be a happy ending

cheers!

 

Sechs

过去的近两周真的叫做异常忙碌

大巴, 飞机, 的士, 旅游巴士

有人说感觉想做梦一样, 我的感觉确实我把梦想变成现实了

真厉害

昨天晚上有人问我, 把自己弄得那么忙, 为什么?

问我这么忙到底想要得到什么.

我没有特别想要的东西, 只是在沿着我一直在走的路继续走下去

我只是想要一种成功, 我现在对成功没有定义

只是, 这样走下去

 

 

 

 

最近迷上一组问答和一句话

Tell me your favorite city and why?

NYC

 

She is the question to be answered, and;

His answer is I DO